This is currently the worst time of the year for me to be down. I am having a hard time trying to always be happy, there is always someone and or something that is in my way. I need to find happy. I want to be rich, I want to live in a nice 1 bedroom alone with a dog. I want to feel loved everyday as well as hear a compliment about myself everyday. It’s almost feb my best friend/mothers death anniversary day, I miss her. I could really use my mother right now. On another note my feet are cold and this Tylenol PM is about to kick in so farewell.
